It's funny

How you don't realize how much you appreciate something until it's gone. Lets take health for example. You wake up almost everyday and go to work, school etc. and don't think twice about how you're body is feeling/working. Then, one day, you wake up and feel like you were sucking on razor blades all night and your head feels like it's going to explode. Only then do you really truly appreciate all those days you felt like a million bucks. I guess I'm just saying don't take things that are always there for granted, because one day you will wake up and they won't be there anymore.

Musix #2

Copeland - Where's My Head
The Number Twelve Looks Like You - Jay Walking Backwards
The Blood Brothers - Love Rhymes With Hideous Car Wreck
Jay-Dee - Woo-Hah!! Got You All In Check (The Jay-Dee Bounce Remix Instrumental)
Tim Williams - Murderous Air
Elliott Smith - Somebody That I Used To Know

RAWR

I don't know if it's the lack of sun this last week but I just can't seem to get happy. Too much shit to deal with right now to be relaxed. I've been having super weird dreams cause I'm too hot at night and on top of all that the holidays are here and I have no job to pay for presents. Maybe it's the seven seasons of trailer park boys that I just watched but I'm ready to just move into a trailer, start growing dope and sit around and dream up ridiculous schemes to get money. Anybody wanna come? Oh yeah and I wanna dress like bubbles.

musix #1

I think I wanna start doing random updates on music I think is super awesome. So here is the first installment:



Handsome Boy Modeling School - I've Been Thinking (feat Cat Power)
Amon Tobin - Slowly
Aesop Rock - Bring Back Pluto
Andrew Bird - Anonanimal
The Blood Brothers - Cecilia and the Silhouette Saloon
Danny Elfman - Forbidden Zone
Monsters Of Folk - Slow Down Jo
Refused - New Noise
Coconut Records - The Summer
Marvin Gaye - Let's Get It On
A Tribe Called Quest - 1nce Again

for...ummmm

So I was searching for some song lyrics today on google and got a little lost. Let me explain. I hit the search button and got lots of results but nothing that told me who the artist was. I was about to try again when the first result in the page caught my eye. Here's the line I'm talking about:

All girls at my school are pretty much materalistic snobby race mixing whores. ... with people of the same interests, maybe a hobby with mostly whites. .... My current girlfriend was dating someone else when I met her, .... So if you lived in Germany, how would you act different to what you do now? ...

In my head I was thinking, "wow, that sounds a tad bit racist...I wonder what kind of forum this is from". So of course I decided to check it out. I opened the thread and started reading this forum about how this kid couldn't find any nice smart white girls to date at his school so he was asking for advice on how to find some. Here are some of the responses other people left:

Yeah I know what your saying. All girls at my school are pretty much materalistic snobby race mixing whores. :(

My advice to you is to first avoid the non-white friends. No smart and decent white girl will be attracted to you because of your company. Try to befriend only other whites and tell them that you are looking for this and this type of white girl. They may be able to set you up with blind dates

Get your education on. Work out. Fake a high confidence.

Be a man, fulfill all the clichès (cool look, guitar, whatever works, poetic lines that strike home).

So I was extremely interested in what the hell this site was where all these kids were getting together and talking like this, so I clicked the link to their home page and low and behold it was a youth forum for White nationalists! This is not the first time I have stumbled across one of these sites. It creeps me out every time to think that there are actually people who have these fucked up ideals and views that get on their computers and spread their racist bullshit everywhere. Really gets my panties in a bunch.

online homework

Alright, I know that online homework is probably a teachers best friend nowadays. No more grading papers by hand. No printing out assignments and all that other bullshit.

But I am thoroughly fed up with doing two hours of homework and then checking the next day, only to find non of it was recorded. How do you prove that?! There's no paper trail. It's not like I turned it in and got a shit grade. I did it and got full credit and now have to start all over!

And if you've ever used an online homework site you know exactly what I'm talking about. Maybe I'm just an analog boy living in a digital world, and I sound like someone's grandpa right now but seriously...fuck online homework.

In other news...If you like Sufjan stevens and hip-hop, you should go check out this free remix album from TOR:

http://www.illinoize.biz/

It's got some good tracks with some awesome artists.

turnin twenty two in twenty days...